I
don't know what it is about Sagada.
Maybe the warmth of the
people. The simplicity of life here. How they manage to be content. Not
happy. But content. Or maybe its the way they live their life.
Uncomplicated and easy.
If I meant to go back,(and I
will) it may not be for the sites or food but because of the people, the
environment, the place.
The last time I was here, I've
got a lot on my mind. Questions unanswered, plans that don't seem to work. Even
small dreams don’t come true. Frustrated. Upset.
And maybe,
I’m still a bit of those. I still have questions unanswered. My small dreams
and plans, still, don’t seem to come true. And I’m a bit frustrated and upset.
But
coming here, going back here made all sense. I get to stop and think. I get to press that pause button. At the
moment, I got hold of my life, even for just a couple days. I get to live the
way I wanted. I didn’t felt rushed and obligated. Time. All I had was time.
"Coming back from Sagada, I may not have found the answers to my life’s endless questions, but I
have a clearer understanding of it. I get out of this place a better person,
more whole than ever before.
Future might not be
fixed for me but I trust Him and myself that whatever happens, I will be just
fine.no matter what."